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Chyrene Borgen

Född i United States

29 years

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11/07/2014
Tiesha Watts

There will never be these words.. so when i'm expressive you won't understand what i'm going threw inside.. the weight that it carries.. the tears that i hide... losing you on that darkest night... so much left unsaid.. this shyt will never feel right.. you left and i'm laying here in this black hole wishing praying begging to die... fighting to not question fait.. but whyyy... who said you had to be so brave... but you felt that need to speak... who told you care enough to trust.. why let love go that deep... .... but i noticed too late chy.. that you weren't at all yourself that day... too stuck in my own addiction.. out loud you counted down your last days... its like you had no spirit...you were pale quiet and distant... like your body was just there alone... just hours before you lay to rest... you had already begun to go home... passed disappointed in myself... you begged i'd be with you that night.. i'll never know if i could have saved you from fallowing that light... i feel i failed at being your lil baby sister... that's all you expected from me.. but as you lay alone and took your last breaths... again i abandoned priority... i feel discussed...bcus i know how bad it must have hurt... know you knew that day would come..keeping quiet cus family comes first.. my conscience won't let me shake too much of all of this and our loss.. duing all you have done for those... and the sweetest life that it cost.. i hate me forever.. all you wanted was for us to bond... i fucked up at being a lil sister... its time to acknowledge life dosnt last long.. if i could go back for just a minute... the first thing that i'd doo... is tell that for my entire life i've been in love with you... now your gone forever... and i'm lost with a little love inside... i pray to god you know now..all the praises from you by my side... this is the only thing in my entire life i have ever been sorry for... and its got a tight grip on my lungs.. keep numb...scars from an open sore... never healing, just dealing... i love you chyrene borgen.. for your life inspired my first borns name...i miss you way more then i know how... life could never be the same... did you know my entire life i've always wanted to be just like you.. right here, right now... i'm trying to be as strong... knowing i must make it threw.. if i could just have one day with you... i couldn't go wrong... i'd hold you and tell you how much you mean to me.... until you were just gone... everyone's worried.. at just the thought of young longer being here.. i cover my stress... i try my best... death no longer my fear... now you are the wisdom ... that hadn't blind me completely by your passing... my smile my whitt...ability to not give a shyt...but still the love is everlasting.. you left me with one last lesson.. most important, you've shown to be.. no matter how much family pushes me away i swear i'll never leave... and i thank you for your life... silently you gave me mine.. and i struggle with why... but i don't want you sad at all... so i promise youll never die...

08/18/2014
Tiesha Watts

I will always live and teach in dedications to you..my sister you make me better..

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